Delicious Ambiguity:

When you love someone you give them the full power of destroying you but trusting that they won't. No one wants to fall in love and be the only one. We think to ourselves 'it should be the two of us.'
A mere months ago you slipped into the ventricles in my heart, spread yourself profusely through my veins, enveloped my very reason for existence, and stuck with me ever since. I can't say there hasn't been a time that you weren't on my mind because you never left. With you it's instant spontaneity, an instant and everlasting yet overpowering rush, and when I walk into a room your face is all I see. My heart races so fast when you're touching me, and I've have never felt a rush like that. You have this power to erase my fears, this power to complete me. You found me when I wasn't looking and now I'm lost...everything doesn't mean a thing if it's without you.
You are the world within me within the world that I exist in, you're the reason I stay sane. It's so hard to feel beautiful in my own skin but you make me feel beautiful over, and over again. With you I know I'm home.

Looking at your pictures takes my breath away just like you do each time you’d walked into a room; it’s as if gravity vanishes when my eyes set gaze on you and the earth no longer holds me, you do.
Knowing that there is such a person as you with your personality and vibrance in this world makes me so much more happy and optimistic about living in it. You remind me of breathing, it’s essential in order for you to keep everything working properly. You have materialized yourself into my energy source and you have become my main goal in life. Here recently I’ve begun realizing that you’ve been sent to me to do something major: change everything.

It only takes one more kiss or another cordial touch of your hand to make this already incandescent flame I have for you burn that much brighter. I can still make you out in the glow of the storm that night we were making love and afterward lying there, legs tangled, bodies touching. There you were the most gorgeous thing I’ve ever laid eyes on, and in that silenced moment with us just staring at one another I thought to myself I have the most perfect guy on this planet, and not perfect because you haven’t any flaws but perfect because you’re perfect for me; my one and only.

I’m smitten with every little aspect that makes you the person you are sitting there listening to me read this to you right now. Head over heels for the things you do, the things you say, the way you touch me. I am complete when I’m in your arms; you wrap those arms around me, our bodies entwined, your heart it beats through my back in perfect rhythm with mine. You rock me ever so gently, your faced pressed to my neck, I feel the moisture from your breath and the coolness of your sweat.
You’re in every crevice, every corner of every pit of every artery. You’re everywhere.

You’re that mountain I didn’t believe exists, the mountain that paradise lies on. I’m there on that mountain and have been since the moment you gave your heart to me, and I’m standing there taking it all in, taking all of you in, all of your brilliance, it truly is undeniable how brilliant you are. You’re unforgettable boonkie. They say the best things in life are worth waiting for, fighting for, worth believing in and ultimately never letting go of. I still have this same ole’ heart I’ve always had but with a brand new beat. I mean ultimately we are who we are for a reason and we may never know all of them but nothing is unanswered or second guess with you. I just see it fit that every square inch and microscopic molecule of you are inside and out stays with me.

Our lives meshing into one is ultimately a breakdown of sorts, a breakdown into something immaculate, something flawless, this breakdown will piece itself out and from those pieces you and I together will build the most sturdy and reliable foundation to support out never ending and constantly growing love for one another.
Being with you is fulfilling because I finally have a man in my life who knows what he has by being with me, just like I know what I have by being with you. It’s finally mutual and it’s mends cracks and tears in my heart from always being left at the 50% mark in my past. You have saved me. Saved me from all of my faces of insecurity, despair, desperation, and loneliness. And although those things do come back to haunt me my thoughts always lead me to you for the comfort I so long searched for. With the face of an angel boy, you deserve to be treated more than right. There's nothing that can stop us if it feels right then every thing's alright. I'm gonna make a cheers to the days ahead because I see things going uphill. I look to the future and I see him. If it paves the pathway then that's the pathway I'll follow. <3